i have completely neglected this livejournal. there are quite a few reasons why. for whatever reason, i decided to log in today and it's brought back memories for sure. i was looking at my photo journal (forever_memoirs) and it really took me back. i have sooo many old photos posted on there. things were SO different back in those days. better? worse? i can't say. some things have been worse, some better. life is a rollercoaster, so i can just say things have been... different. new. changing.

a lot has happened since the last time i updated. i moved out on my own this year. one of my bestest friends, davidsito, just got married yesterday. cindy (bessy's cousin) is a mommy. my beautiful friend jessica is pregnant with a lil baby boy. i saw roger waters/pink floyd this past friday (!!!!). my little sister graduated from high school. so on and so forth.

many things still haven't changed (unfortunately). for some things... it's just too late. for others, there's still an opportunity for change (for the better of course). just about half of the year is already gone. i find it hard to believe sometimes... just how fast time is going by. i turn TWENTY-THREE this year!!! in just about 2 months!! i know it may not seem like such a big deal, and it really isn't. but i'm still having trouble accepting reality. seems like i was in high school just yesterday, but it's been 6 years already. "/

where has the time gone? over the years, people have come and gone in and out of my life. i hope the ones that are still around are the real deal (i think they are). it's when times get toughtest that you're able to separate you're true friends from those just making a pit stop in your life. i miss so many of those friends that are no longer a part of my life. what they don't know is that they'll always be in my heart. i still love them, and i still think about them and remember. i wonder how they're doing... and i hope whatever they're up to and wherever they may be, that they're happy.

i'm still "alone" but surrounded by friends... the reason i keep my sanity. ;) don't know when the right person will finally enter my world, but i'll keep waiting. the world still turns. the sun still shines. the wind still blows. life goes on. one minute can change everything. one word. one look. i believe in my heart there's someone out there waiting for me too... and i want it to be perfect when we meet. so, i'm keeping my hands out of destiny's way. ;)

maybe i'll start updating this thing again. it'll help me ease my mind. plus, it'll help me remember how i spend my time.

<3 katt

Leave your name and:
1. I'll respond with something random I like about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll name something we should do together
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me (or just me).
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll leave you a quote that is somehow apropriate to you
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST

It is forecast to become a Category 3 hurricane with wind exceeding 111 mph by Thursday, forecasters said.

“It does look like it poses a significant threat to Florida by the weekend. Of course, these are four- and five-day forecasts, so things can change,” said Dan Brown, a meteorologist at the National Hurricane Center in Miami.
-MSNBC.COM

M, 4, V, T, C and H
Might need to provide this number at the gate
Steady pilot because I'm half afraid
I can't believe youd ask me that
Of Course I dont believe in fate

Would you be depressed?
If I attend that wedding, but only as a guest
Such an unfaithful bride draped in dress
Spun with threads of my regret

Sing it loud to drown out the feeling
When you're feeling much more odd (even)
And half as true as dishonored seamen
We'll breathe Pacific and fight our demons

Would you be depressed?
If I attend that wedding, but only as a guest
Such an unfaithful bride draped in dress
Spun with threads of my regret

So arch your back
And flip your hair
Make eye contact so you know I care
You know I care

You know the drill. Answer mine. Copy and paste it onto your journal and I'll answer yours. (<<< What Bessy said, lol.)

1. Identify yourself.
2. Who am I?

3. Are you my friend?
4. Why or why not?

5. Name a movie that reminds you of me.
6. Name a song that reminds you of me.
7. Name a food that reminds you of me.

8. What color do you associate me with?
9. What's my preference (both physically and non) in the opposite sex [or same if the case may be]?
10. Tell me the most interesting thing that happened to you today.

If you read this, even if I don't speak to you often, you must post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it happened.
Then post this to your journal to see what people remember about you!

i've been coughing nonstop all nite. i don't think i slept at all. my mom has to leave for an appointment before 8am, which means i won't be able to get to work by 9am. i'll have to wait for her to get here around 10:30am. hopefully i could sleep those ~3 hours. and hopefully i can stop coughing and start breathing again. my butt hurts. i know that was random.

someone said something recently that just really bothered me, a lot. i don't know who the fuck you think you are, but my world doesn't revolve around you. you have no idea what my feelings are, and you couldn't know... since we haven't spoken to eachother in months. SO, don't go around talking about my feelings which you know nothing about. it's messed up. you once meant a lot to me. but whatever, i guess that's that.

i need to buy kodak tri-x film, ilford's photo paper, and archival negative sleeves for my photography class. the store closes at 7pm today. hmm, lets see how i manage to get there. i also need to pass by international mall to get my *new* phone, and i need to return something at marshall's and hot topic.

my textbook for female sexuality was delivered when no one was home, then sent back to the post office. i haven't had time to go pick it up, and they're gonna send it back. that means i'll have to pay for shipping again, and wait another week for it to be shipped, again. i have terrible luck.

enough rambling. i'm super sleepy. =/ and my nose is stuffy. and i'm upset. bye.

and before i forget again, i want to say HAPPY [belated] BIRTHDAY HECTOR!!!</b> i hope you had a good one. may you have more and more birthdays to come. good years, good memories, health, etc etc etc. every possible good thing out there, may you have it. i love you and you are awesome. best hugs everrrr. <333

as of today, i'm 90% sure the party will be at crandon park. if you know of a better, nicer, less people-infested beach that's not 100 miles away... let me know. :o)

the human tomato!!



oh, it is sooo much worse in person. ouch.

Since I’ll be in Spain on my birthday, I want to have a party before I leave. It would most probably be on the weekend of June 26th. Not sure what day exactly though. The issue I’m having is WHERE to have the party. My house is definitely waaaaaaay too small. I thought about getting a big hotel room or something, but I don’t know how that would work out. =/

My question now is… does anyone know where I could possible “host” a party? Any ideas? I will really appreciate the feedback. And the sooner I find a place, the more time I’ll have to plan everything out. Come on, you know you wanna go! So help me out! :o)

<3 Katt

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friday
x went to work. blaaaah.
x went with adrian to subway... slooooow cashiers.
x passed by church and saw people i hadn't seen in a while
x adrian, anthony, and i went to walmart and looked at men's underwear
x ended up playing pool by my house [and bessy joined us]... even though it was really the guys that were actually playing

saturday
x went to plantation for the night of sound
x had lots of fun, amongst other things
x saw lindsay after a billion years :o)
x the guys [theory of us] were grrrreat
x laughed my ass off in the car while javier sang super loud. hilarious!
x passed by taco bell with adrian and anthony
x ate at adrian's house and later went home

sunday
x went to sunset place
x played for free at gameworks!
x watched shrek 2!! "it's a thong!!"
x had dinner at starlite diner
x came home and didn't sleep til like 5ish

monday
x went to the beach with julie and bessy
x morphed into a human tomato =/
x went to sunset place
x played for free at gameworks! again!
x watched serendipity at bessy's house
x came home and hurt and hurt and hurt some more

i'm about to start uploading picture from this weekend on my other journal. weeeeeeeeeeeeee!

white people is definitely carazy! http://www.blackpeopleloveus.com.

the bands so far...

linkin park
korn
snoop dogg
the used
less than jake
ghostface
funeral for a friend
m.o.p.
downset
no warning
instruction
autopilot off

it's gonna be one hell of a crazy day.
I CAN'T WAIT!! ^_^

underoath is playing at the factory on june 10!
age of ruin is playing at spanky's on june 19!

I WANT TO GOOOOOOO!!!

edit: i'll be in orlando on june 19. shyte. age of ruin lives in bfe so i have the feeling i'll never see them again. this was my chance. ::tear::

what's a bond? if it dissolves in water? ahhhh, i love SAVES THE DAY. <333

anywho... i just posted some pictures on my peekature journal forever_memoirs. now i'm off to get ready for the fun that awaits me. gotta take a shower and then eat breakfast/lunch and stuff. hmm, i'm gonna get some green tea first though. i'm thirsty and green tea is my water. yeaaaaah.

i'm worried about like 3 major things right now. and i don't wanna be all worried and stressed out. ugh. so i'm listening to through being cool, my most favorite std cd. it's definitely helping, but i think i'm gonna bounce out of my room. lol. ::dances all over the place and sings her heart out::

okie dokie smokie. i'm out. ciao. <333